So, I know I should be sleeping but I have so much on my mind that I can't quite make myself sleep. Things have been really crazy here lately with us moving and Alex just finding a job after two months and preparing for the trip to WI. I think I may have a meltdown soon, that is if the last five don't count! It seems like sometimes I am doing great and other times I'm a complete mess. I stay up way to late and sleep in even later! It has turned into a pattern that I absolutely hate! I tell myself every day that I am going to go to bed earlier and not sleep any longer than I need but some how I never do. I think that my sleeping problems are the root of all my other problems. I am more irritable and I think it's very unfair for my loving husband. I must say, if I were him, I would have left me a long time ago. But, he is wonderful and sticks by me no matter what and that is one of the reasons I am so deeply in love with him. He is amazing. I think I say that almost every time I am on here.
Mine and Alex's 1 year anniversary is coming up very soon and I have no idea what to get him. I am hoping that we will be able to save a little bit of money so that we can have a good anniversary but we will see. We don't have to pay any rent in the month of August so that should definitely help. I would use some of our savings since that is what it's for but we have had to use most of it the past two months to get by...plus we bought the plane tickets for WI.
Anyway, I think I may attempt to fall asleep again considering I have to be up in about 4 hours. Hopefully I'll be able to get back on here soon, but that depends on when we get the Internet in our new apt.
All my love!
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That is neat that your One Year mark is coming up! Fun!
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